today i made another discovery about you. perhaps i should have listened to this nagging instinct inside. how can i be so lucky? i must have known that every single happy thing that happens to me means that something would be taken away, from me. thank you, you know. you made me feel how much i deserve to be happy.

and you, of all people, do not have the right to judge me. because you know nuts about me. and all you ever know was to judge me. i do not deserve this. i deserve so much more. and before you start to judge, i wish you go away. goodbye.

We would be together and have our books and at night be warm in bed together with the windows open and the stars bright.

Ernest Hemingway

Everything you love is here

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decisions made. preparation done. letter typed out. future unknown. wish me luck. i need it, lots of it.