been too depressed recently

and exhausted to the max

and i needed a drink or two

or perhaps someone to talk to

but i am just too proud to ask you

I like it when it rains hard. It sounds like white noise everywhere, which is like silence but not empty.

Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time (via nostalgicjoy)

funeral wakes. because life is very fragile. and i have to smile and said, “I’m alright” just because everyone asked. just because life goes on. just because i have to pretend i am fine. if you have nothing comforting to say, i rather you keep the words to yourself. walk in my shoes, then you can judge me.